typing thru the tears

As many know my mom-in-law has been having some problems and fell and broke her leg. Last Wednesday she was transported to the doctor from the nursing home to get an update on her leg. The plan was for Jerry, Jerry's dad and me to all ride with her in the wheelchair transport to the doctor's office because we knew that the doctor was going to tell her that her leg needs to be amputated from the knee down

We got there a little bit around 10am and knew that the transport would be showing up at 10:30-ish. Jerry's dad, Jerry Sr. wasn't there...Jerry decided that he would go with his mom as she would be upset about the news and I would go find Jerry Sr. (he is known to have car problems at the most inopportune times) I was a little worried but I drove over to the house and noticed the van wasn't really pulled into the drive well. It seemed crooked to me. I knew right at that point that something was not right. I went to the door and started knocking very loud as Jerry Sr is deaf. Buddy the dog was barking his little heart out but no answer. I started knocking harder and decided to try hitting a pole on all the windows around the house so that Jerry Sr. could hear me trying to get a hold of him. 15 minutes pass and no luck...Jerry still on the phone with me and I'm asking him if I should break in when the neighbors notice that I'm having problems. James and Patty, Jerry's parents neighbors who have helped them out the past month helped me break into the house and unlock the door. James and I notice that the bathroom door is closed and can hear the shower running. He opened the door and screamed "Oh my God, Call 911!". Tears and adrenaline flooded into me and I told Jerry that I needed to call 911 and I would call him back. It seemed to take Rescue forever to get there but in all actuality it was about 2-3 minutes. Jerry Sr. was unconscious in the tub, with the water flowing but his head was resting on the side. Patty held him and talked to him as I stayed on the line with both 911 and Jerry. After Rescue arrived I quickly gathered Jerry Sr's wallet and followed him to the nearest hospital. More tearful calls from both Jerry and his sister Melissa as I waited in the ER.

Meanwhile at the doctor's office Jerry's mom, Joyce had learned that her leg indeed did have to be amputated but because of what was going on they would wait on us to schedule it. Jerry rode back with her to the nursing home and took a cab to the hospital.

Waiting rooms.....I've decided I don't really like them. Too much time in them recently. I do want to thank the compassionate strangers in the waiting room that reassured me and passed me tissues. We all got to know each other and I hope their families are well.

Jerry arrives and we go back to see his dad to discover that he has had a massive stroke that effected his entire left half of his brain and that his right side was completely paralyzed. This meant that he would never be able to be breathe, eat on his own. After sitting with him for hours we headed to tell Jerry's mom the update. Ugh...no one should ever have to tell someone that their spouse of 46 years has suffered such a terrible stroke. She was heartbroken.

After a day of family visiting and many decisions back and forth, Jerry's family decided that Jerry Sr wouldn't want to be sitting on life support and not being able to engage in the things he loved: Sports, eatting M&M's, Taking care of the pets, the list goes on. A tough decision. On Friday, late morning they took him off the ventilator. After about 30 minutes to see how he would respond, they moved him over to the Hospice Center into a very comfy room. Jerry and I were impressed by how wonderful the people at Hospice were/are. Truly angels!

Saturday, Jerry Sr is holding on. It was Joyce's birthday and we all prayed that he would hold on until after her birthday so she wouldn't have that memory on her birthday. Jerry and I went up to sit with him during the Jaguar Pre-Season football game. I don't know if it was coincidence or that he knew what was going on but just about kick off time he started to vocalize. It seemed every time the Jags did well he would get excited. Very upsetting for me....we left at halftime, emotionally and physically exhausted. We just wanted to go to bed.

...But we didn't. Neither of us were able to calm down. We both were feeling anxious and never got around to actually going to bed. It's like we knew that something was going to happen. About 1am, Hospice called and told us that Jerry Sr. had taken a turn for the worse. Jerry called his sister Melissa and we scrambled to get out the door to drive through Tropical Storm Fay so that we could be with Jerry Sr. When we arrived, a nurse was holding his hand and said he was still with us.

It was peaceful. I'm so glad that Jerry got to be with him. I thought that I would be hysterical but I wasn't. I'm feel privileged to have stood by Jerry's side as he said goodbye to his father.

Seconds after he passed, Melissa arrived, terribly upset. I understand, I don't know if I could stand seeing my dad pass either.

I think we ended up staying in the room with him for nearly 45 minutes, chatting and crying and even laughing at times. Melissa and her friend, Mary went home and Jerry talked to the nurses about what happened next. I think we got home around 3am and to sleep about 3:30...

It's been a blur of activity since then. Funeral arrangements to make, trying to get Jerry Power of Attorney so he can take care of his mom's finances while she is in the nursing home. Tip on that: Make sure that if you are married that all property is jointly owned or that you have a will stating who gets what. Also if you have a grown child, you might want to put them on your bank accounts. This is especially true if one of the parents has poor health. Between Jerry, Melissa, Mary and myself I think we have it all set.

Services will be held at George H. Hewell and Son Funeral Home at 4747 N. Main Street, Jacksonville, FL 32206. The viewing will be Wednesday August 27th from 6pm until 8pm. The memorial service will be Thursday August 29th at 10am. The family will then travel to Oakey Grove Cemetary in Georgia for the interment ceremony at 2pm. A small reception will follow at Open Door Baptist Church at 3pm.

Thank you to all of you that sent us well wishes and prayers. We appreciate them!

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windmill brain

I hate those night when the mind just won't stop so you can't get to sleep. I wish I could blame the comfort of my bed but the Select Comfort is NOT the problem here. (45 seems to be where I'm settling ) Lots going on with Jerry's mom in the hospital and stuff. I did end up watching Blast from the Past and Babe last night. Both great little movies.

Speaking of mom-in-law and the stuff, she is actually moving from the hospital to the nursing home right now. They didn't even inform us. Jerry heard through his aunt who happened to call his mom. GAH! Terrible customer service! So anyway, she is moving to a nursing home she has been in before. People stole her things, they were lax on her rehab and she developed scabies while she was there. Yeah, I definitely would go back there, pfft! My skin crawls just thinking about that place. It's closer to her home though which means Jerry Sr. can go visit her more often. And..it's what she wanted.

All these things coming up have made Jerry and I talk about our own health care. Quality over convenience is the key with us. Now I just need to keep us healthy so that isn't even an issue.

The journey continues...

Today I got to take a new path in my journey of being an interpreter. I had my first official "gig" and it went great! It feels good to get out there and actually do it. Now I want more! Yes..I'm greedy! I can only get better with more exposure. So let me expose myself (that's what she said...)

In other news, Jerry's mom is still in the hospital. She started her physcial therapy but it's going slow. Hard when you've been sick for so long to get up and moving. We thought she might go to a rehab facility this week but it doesn't look like it's happening. I think they want her to be able to get to a restroom on her own..not sure...

Shout out to all my CMU Alumni friends that were camping this week. Glad you had fun and maybe one summer we'll join you all. (Notice the you all and not y'all...haven't lost all my Michigan speech patterns)

Donna

Apparently that's my new name. As per the gift tag on the gift handed to me from Jerry's family this evening at their Christmas party. Now I could understand that if I were new to the family, however after 12 years...

We just got done stuffing 48 little bags with treats for the Georgia Christmas tomorrow. Yee Haw!

Preparations

Mom and Dad are coming down for Thanksgiving. They TXT'd me last night on my phone saying that they had arrived in Louisville, KY. They drive it takes them 3 days to get here because they only drive 8 hours a day. At least they TXT me. I love technology

Jerry and I are scrambling around doing all those little things to prepare for them. Ok...I know I shouldn't have procrastinated on the laundry but I just hate it! So that's what I'm doing today. One load is in (new sheets for Mom and Dad's bed..300 count..ooo soft) and then it's on to tackle towels.

Also have to go grocery shopping for Thanksgiving Dinner and the rest of the week. Think my folks would be okay with Olive Loaf sandwiches for the rest of their meals?

Mozart Bond

From time to time my family comes up with some great things on the web. Thanks to my Mom and Dad to passing it on to me from my brother Joe. They orginally sent me an "I Will Survive" vid which is truely some funny stuff. But I really though this one was clever and wonderful. A treat for any true music lover! My family rocks!

Keeping up with the Jones'

OK...their last name isn't Jones but its the idea. My dad has been having problems with this DVD burner drive in his computer. We were going to cannibalize one of our machines but as he got thinking about it, along with me, that after shipping from Jax to Lansing, MI that it would be best to just go out and purchase one. So not only did he get a new DVD burner drive but the man got a lightscribe! I don't have a lightscribe drive...I'm jealous It's nice to see my 70+ year old parents being hip. Gives me hope that I inherited that trait and will always be able to roll with the latest trends.

Spider

My Uncle Jim died this week. He found out in June that he had advanced cancer and that it had spread to every organ of his body. At 86 years old he decided not to do anything. He said he would rather live his life out with out the side effects of treatment. His wife, my Aunt Helen, broke her hip about the same time he got sick and was in a nursing home. They were seperated those last few months of his life. I can't even imagine not seeing Jerry for that long. My mom did tell me that they did see each other Saturday before he passed away. So that's good. He used to call me Spider...I don't know why...

Georgia on my mind.

Jerry and I are heading up to Georgia to visit with his extended family. They are celebrating Granny's 92nd (or 93rd) birthday. (I'm not sure which). So it will be about 5 hours of driving total, with a few hours of visiting in between. Hopefully it will be an uneventful trip.


UPDATE: The candle on the cake said 93..so now I know for sure!

homework, taxes and life (RL and online)

Well...what a weekend that was. Lots of caffeine was consumed. Also many, many hours of playing Vanguard occured. I know at one time Jerry said that we had been playing for six hour straight. hehe...Vanguard is like crack. So fun..and we played with our friends from all over the country. One of them is in Tampa the other is Missouri...Have I mentioned how much I love technology. Bringing people from all over together.

Today I have to get my homework done before Jerry gets home from work. Just taking a short break before I dive into that. Then we head over to his parents house to work on their Taxes for their Barbershop.

After we finish all of that and consume some nutrients the game play will continue. I'm actually excite. Hey..if I finish my homework quickly maybe I can get in game a little before Jerry gets home. Gotta go!